damn straight

I love one tree hill haha I'm watching it rite now I want all the seasons on DVD.so the student section on Friday at the game was crazy it was so wet n they were making moshpits n throwing people down ha then I stayed over missys n then when she went to work I was home sleeping then I went to the outback with missys family then we smoked with Brett n Sara then went to the movies to see saw v ! Then i stayed at her house again yah going high to that ...interesting yet good! Oh yah the drug test at work was a mistake!!:) I should move in with missy cause I'm always there n new York city next weekend idk what I'm gonna do with out missy that long ! She tweaked in French today cuz I'm leaving her

drug test

Omg so I got my pay stub from work today saying that my money got direct deposited which is nice then I found this slip saying that we are getting drug tested !!!! Idk what i'm going to do because I'm going to completely fail it!!!!!

homecoming

was rediculously gay. it was horrible I HATE DANCES.. i wouldn't if i could loosen up and if i could dance.. the after party got all fucked up but it turned out fun cause was hotboxed a tent with a kazoo!! lmfao it was great.. i just remember laughing the whole night.. i kept spilling the weed on me and caught the blanket on fire and julie thought she was smoking blankets lmfao and choking on water.. my throat hurt sooo bad so the metal kazoo didn't help much.. but it was so worth it<33333333 ryan was high too and halicinated that he was seeing goblins and ghosts? hahahahahah

my arms itcy

yah i looked at a previous blog.. i said work was slow ohmygod is it not anymore!!!! i had to work every single day this week and i was supposed to work today but i can't i'm too tired.. its so busy like its intense you should see how big of a mess the store is and i had to stay 2 extra hours closing cause we were so busy and the other day i did like 20 bags of drycleaning and laundry only i didn't even work at the front with alterations or anything.. i need a shower and my lips hurt really bad.. i feel like rambling haha my hair feels like different hair.. i didn't do anything with it for like 2 weeks and its like longer and so heatlhy and soft !! homecomings this weekend coming up but i need a date so i don't think i'm going to go cause i'm not loved.. i want a boy but ha i'm way to picky and that doesn't even matter cause no one likes me.. i'm so tired this weekend kinda sucks ahhh my life is so gay right now.. the begining of school was so much fun and eventfull now its all blah.. i haven't talked or like hung out with julie.. shes like falling out of my radar.. missy's practically my bestfriend now.. hmm tays mad that we never hang out but it not my fault.. maybe i will go to the damn haunted house

fireworks

or portorsville haunted house!?!!?
i can't decide.. either i go to the haunted house with tay and steph
or fireworks with missy? dfjdfadsfds i think i'm going have to see fireworks.
this is pointless hahah

the ipod touch

is the most amazing thing in the world!!!!! I am on it right now the internet is actually pretty fast n I'm still really tired from friday! Its crazy hahaha I'm so tired

yeah

soo i relized that 9th grade and 2008 was the worst years of my life.. i lost my brother and my old best friends and my hair was 10 thousand colors, my family being broke, making so many fucking mistakes, but there also was awesome parts like being best friends with missy and julie, seven springs with missy, cedar point with them, partying a lot with drinking and smoking, so many new friends this year in school i'm actually kinda social, sneaking out at missys haha,my sisters new boyfriend, having my job, the summer it was intense, kches concert, and just living my life.. even tho a lot of that is good what bad happened will outnumber that no matter what, i feel kinda depressed lately and if you think back a year from today i would be really close and probably hanging out with my brother, texting emily and rachel but now its like completely opposite i'm completely different for the good and the worse... sometimes i miss my old life sometimes i don't i just don't know. me and missy went to frightnight it was so gay, cedar point destroyed kennywood for me and it was not scarry what so ever. ahhhhh i'm parcially crazy, tomorrow i'll be happy idk.. i think if my brother was here my life would be so much better. i'm lucky that julie and missy took me in like idk what i would have done when i got in a retarded fight with my old friends because i would have had no one and i never expected to be such good friends with them but now there my life and i love them more than anything and i wouldn't trade them for the world. tays still here but we barely talk or hang out unless she has a problem she has steph now but whatever i dont really have time for anyways i'm always busy now that i work its like school work sleep school work sleep school sleeep school work sleep then friday saturday and sunday i have off so its nice.. i'm excited for hallowween!! ryans having a party but i'm missing seans but its okay. my legs hurt for no apparent reason.. i had the biggest shock of my life in school on friday.. i did not expect to see corey there and it was so awkward i haven't seen him since that night so i like tryed to hide then when i was leaving we made eye contact so i had to talk then he texted me at 2 in the morning.. weird.. yeah idkkkkkkkkkkk i realized how people think of me, and there so wrong haha i'm not like anyone expects. i'm really bitchy lately but i'm so sick of drama my life is so ffull of it but i'm not the kind of bitch if you talk to me i'm not going to be lkike fuck you get away, i'll be nice haha weell i'm going to go get a shower, buy an ipod touch or wii & wii fit then tanning. peace out